phil h Lord of the Beast


Joined: 29 Nov 2007 Posts: 1667 GENDER: male CHRONIC: yes EPISODIC: no SUPPORTER: no
Location: red bank ,new jersey , usa
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Posted: Fri Jul 18, 2008 3:35 am Post subject: My new definition for chronic clusters.............. |
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Chronic is never having to say you're sorry or reexplain the unexplainable to people (MD's) that can't fit a 10 pound idea into a 5 pound brain .......... My family has been through so much with me ............ yet continue to demonstrate that they just don't get me . They are busy having their own experiences living in the the same house , yet different home , different reality............ The day I spent with Sherri was the first day I felt comfortable with who , what I am ...... and no need to explain what we both know . It was a freeing experience . ... I had met an episodic that was quickly dx'd and responded immediately to RX's . 2 cups of coffee ( he drank decaf tea ) and I found myself feeling more isolated and alone with my reality . I think we CCH's , especially med resistant need to meet face to face to feel connected and free . I will no longer apologize to anyone for my needs to survive my beast ............. Hey ,I think that was a rant...... I think I rather enjoyed that ............ Love , F**k Serenity Phil _________________ "Suddenly a huge phantom bird sank three talons of its angry claws deeply into my head and face and tried to lift me. No warnings, no preliminary signs. Just wham! A massive, killing pain came over my right eye. " Frank Capra |
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