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phil h · Posted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 11:28 am Post subject: Today is a sad anniversary

My best friend from age 10 and exbrotherinlaw has been dead 25 years today . He has been dead now 3 years more than we were actually living friends . It doesn't seem possible . His son , my 1st nephew will be 41 in December. I have gotten so old , these things make less sense to me over time . It seems like 2 years ago we were sailing together .... and then it seems like 50 years ago ...................... I guess since I recently reconnected with my nephew, this anniversary is more in focus . Damn I still miss him . Laura's mom also passed away on this day 13 years ago . Her mom was the mother to me I never had . Laura will have an emotional day to be sure ..... If you think about it .... if you live long enough you accumulate more and more grief dates............ not all of them are immediately apparent . I sure don't want to look for the one's that aren't.......................... Happy note for the day.................. I'm meeting with a mysterious and beautiful woman today for lunch.... all of the makings of scenes out of an old black and white suspense thriller . Ah , to dream !

And it stopped rainning !
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Sherri · Posted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 12:22 pm Post subject:

I understand what you're saying....completely. It never gets easier, the person never leaves your heart...then there's a smell, a sound, a song...and it brings it all back as if it just happened....
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Ike · Posted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 12:24 pm Post subject:

Damn one hell of a day then huh, I hope it passes without to much sorrow.
Focus on the good stuff about today and the good memories..

I'll be thinking of you today Phil All the best

Be possitive and keep your chin up.

May i ask who this woman is ??
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phil h · Posted: Fri Oct 30, 2009 12:28 am Post subject:

Thanks for the concern Ike ....I had a great day . I can't tell who the woman was due to confidentiality . It was a professional lunch . I can tell you that she certainly one of the most beautiful and engaging woman I've ever met . Model or such seen in commercials . I've never seen her in one . But she's a stunner. I had a great time and was as brillant professionally , as she was stunningly beautiful and intelligent. This was apparently a one visit question and answer sessions about resources appropriate for a family member . There will not be another meeting ............But this was the best day I've had in a long time........ Wait , I don't think I felt depressed at any time today . I also remained pain free . A little tired from no sleep last night..........but no pain . Great day ! A once in a lifetime joyous afternoon .

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"Suddenly a huge phantom bird sank three talons of its angry claws deeply into my head and face and tried to lift me. No warnings, no preliminary signs. Just wham! A massive, killing pain came over my right eye. " Frank Capra

Sherri · Posted: Fri Oct 30, 2009 7:06 am Post subject:

Knowing you she was very exotic, sexy and intoxicating. You have good taste in women.
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phil h · Posted: Sat Oct 31, 2009 3:42 am Post subject:

Ah , she rivaled your own beauty !
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"Suddenly a huge phantom bird sank three talons of its angry claws deeply into my head and face and tried to lift me. No warnings, no preliminary signs. Just wham! A massive, killing pain came over my right eye. " Frank Capra