Ike
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get the f**k out of my headAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGG
hurting real bad today, wish we could just run away from this shit
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Ike
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGG
F**k hate this shit
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phil h
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Sorry . I guess you got to go back to old tricks... or maybe try somethingelse .........I'm changing my regiment on Monday . I'll let you know how it goes . Or you may let me know. Hang in there . Car to be picked up tomorrow .... :smt104 :smt108
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Shedz
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Try ruinning into a wall Bro, wont help much but should knock you out long enuff not5 to care, sorry 
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Ike
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Lol thanks thanks guys, Paul you do make me laugh ! hows you paul ?
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Em
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Send some to me sweetie... I'm long overdue and am happy to take it while you get some rest.
HE CAN'T WIN!!! Remember that...
xx
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Sherri
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Aaw shit Ike. I'll be happy to run with you...even into a wall. Im with you My neck feels like steel rods are in it...and sometimes, no all the time, it just sucks. You run out of things to do, can't get into the "right" position for hours....on and on. And as an added gift, you can't lie down.
I start losing it mentally after alot of hours. I do anything not to cry. Once I start crying, I know Im losing complete composure. I hate when it's about two in the morning, and I've tried everything, Im on my tenth hit, and think "maybe I should go to the hospital", then realize that's pointless...and I panic because I know there's nothing I can do but take the ride. I try really hard to calm myself...staying calm is so important, but not always possible....especially when you havent slept in so long, not thinking right, not drinking or eating, etc...
You aren't alone...that doesn't seem to be alot of comfort during it, but it sure is when it's over. Knowing someone else knows exactly how crazy, tired and in pain you are is priceless. I love ya Ike and Im on the same ride...it will either slow down or stop, everything, good or bad always does.  
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Jill
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I am sorry that you are having a tough time Ike.
Sometimes I wonder which causes which when we get so many attacks and we are so drained... emotionally and physically? Maybe this is just for me but I find myself wondering if I am getting hit more because I do not have the energy to fight and the beast knows this?
I know that that sounds strange but I always try to rationalize the attacks and it never works - Marty told me a long time ago to stop doing that because it does not do anyone any good. He said it just is what it is.
I have no idea where I am going with this but I do understand what you are going through.. and I so wish that you did not have to go through it. I know that there is not much that I can do but know that I am here, you can vent any time that you want or need.
Hugs Ike.. and to all those with CH.. don't you wish that you could just get off the ride?
Jill
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Ike
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Thanks guys :smt022
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