Ike
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him......Walking thru a cobbled street on a dark and raining night, i can see him in front of me walking away, maybe i can sneek up on him ? i pick up the pace walking faster and faster, I start to run i can feel a burning pain in my eye as i start to jog so does he, i run, faster and faster to catch him, the pain gets stronger and stronger and i think of all the times ive been on the floor screaming and crying, all the other clusterhead ive met i think of their pain, I NEED to stop him ! if i can just catch him i can stop him, im running as fast as i can.. the pain is getting more and more strong i can feel my eye closing and tearing i cant see well but i keep running i need to catch him, thwe pain is now so intense i cant think of anything but the pain i want to stop but i NEED to catch him... im close im really close the closer i get the more intense the pain im screaming in pain. i reach out to touch him
BANG in awake laying in bed with a k10, as i suck on the o2 crying i cant help but think ive let all clusterheads down if id of just touched him i could have stopped him from causing pain to any other cluster head.
same dream every night and always ends the same way but the closer i got to touching him the worse the hit will be..
so sick of this shit, maybe because im being hit on the left and its "new" i cant cope with it...
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