Jill
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I hate these.Hi all..
I guess from the name of this post, well, you can tell that I am having a rough time with these darned headaches.
I have been shadowing so hard and it just will not ease up and the attacks... The shadows are so aggravating because they are so stubborn and nothing knocks them back, I almost wish that it would be an attack because then I know that it would ease back off again. You know what I mean?
I am trying to remain stubborn and fight it but it is hard - I do not want to show Marty how much it is bothering me because.. I want to be stronger than this. I only have until the twentieth with him and want to enjoy every minute that I do have.
I just hate having CH and I hate being chronic. And I just had my sixth anniversary of having them everyday, I guess that that has me somewhat frustrated and depressed.
Oh well. Sorry for the not as uppity post but I know that you all will understand this!
And thank you for you supporters, I do not know where I would be without mine. So thanks.
Jill :smt104
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Em
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That stubborn streak will get you a long way! Keeping your spirits up is half the battle with this beast (easier said than done, I know). Once you start being dragged down, it can be so hard to get out of it.
But he's been trying to beat you for 6 years, and hasn't won yet, so don't let him start now!
And another thing...
No apologising for posts like this ever!! This is why we are here. I am 100% sure that if it were the rest of us, you would be providing support and  in just the same way.
So here is a for you.
Keep smiling and fighting.
Em
PS - PM/email anytime for a chat.
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Ike
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now is the time to get pissed off then !! dont let it grind you down !! were here, i SO know what you mean about the shadows because nothing NOTHING works for mine just have to ride them out, Shout kick scream all you want, we really do understand. try if you can not to see 6years chronic as a bad thing (yea i know) but see it as
FOR 6 LONG SHITTY YEARS THE BEAST TRIED TO BEAT YOU DOWN BUT YOU WON
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