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Ike · Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2008 5:32 pm Post subject: him......

Walking thru a cobbled street on a dark and raining night, i can see him in front of me walking away, maybe i can sneek up on him ? i pick up the pace walking faster and faster, I start to run i can feel a burning pain in my eye as i start to jog so does he, i run, faster and faster to catch him, the pain gets stronger and stronger and i think of all the times ive been on the floor screaming and crying, all the other clusterhead ive met i think of their pain, I NEED to stop him ! if i can just catch him i can stop him, im running as fast as i can.. the pain is getting more and more strong i can feel my eye closing and tearing i cant see well but i keep running i need to catch him, thwe pain is now so intense i cant think of anything but the pain i want to stop but i NEED to catch him... im close im really close the closer i get the more intense the pain im screaming in pain. i reach out to touch him

BANG in awake laying in bed with a k10, as i suck on the o2 crying i cant help but think ive let all clusterheads down if id of just touched him i could have stopped him from causing pain to any other cluster head.

same dream every night and always ends the same way but the closer i got to touching him the worse the hit will be..

so sick of this shit, maybe because im being hit on the left and its "new" i cant cope with it...
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Em · Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2008 5:58 pm Post subject:

I'm so sorry that the beast is invading your dreams as well as when you're awake. Perhaps it's your body's way of trying to wake itself up to get to the o2 quicker.

I hope the dreams and the hits stop soon. Sending you some of my sleep fairies.

Em
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